selamat menyambut ramadhan to all...

selamat berpuasa, semoga kita diberkatiNya...

wassalam...

i turned 42 today.

had the best birthday ever! 3 birthday surprises! wow!

i thank you from the bottom of my heart.

you are my dream come true.

thank you!

 

 

Tut Tebaby  |  1996 - 2008

August 20, 2008 : circa 9:00pm (12:45am)

Cheketeke-tut!

Rest in peace baby... see you someday...

 

 

 

 

 

"When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there's no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?"

 

dedicated to fizi & similar...

 

 

 

we dont always get what we wanted but we do get what we needed. and many times, we do not realise this because we are busy complaining on why we didnt get what we wanted.

i wrote this almost a year ago... and i wanna remind myself again & share it one more time...

Sometimes, struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If God allowed us to go through our life without any obstacles, it would cripple us. We would not be as strong as we could have been.

how true....

 

 

 

the past few months was quite a stressful months for me. having found out that my most trusted PA being stealing money from my customers & my business reputation is at stake. last week, everything was out in open. now that he is out, priority would be damage control. i have been busy tracing each & every customers compiling evidence & proof of payment to his personal accounts.

what i wanna record here is that last thursday, the day everything came out in open, upset & angry, i went to see his mom to discuss the issue. on the way to kedai kopi near masjid negeri, a black honda civic drove slowly past me. the honda lead me almost to the appointment place. it is a normal situation i thought until i saw the plate number. it was a sabah registration number.

my heart skip a beat. i was shocked. the plate number was SA 84 R..... when you read it carefully or convert it to alphabetical spelling the number is sort of spelled SA BA R... as if God was sending me a message.... weird, but that was how i feel. God works in mysterious way... He communicates with us directly or indirectly. it is up to us to notice & figure it out.

good for those who can...

 

 

last saturday, while i was organising my home... byk lagi needs to be done, & yes! i finally got a helper to clean my house! yeay! no more scrubbing the toilet floor & stuff!... i got a call from someone i only met once but have been exchanging messages on FB. he invited me for dinner at his place with some other of his friends & i only happen to know jac. i thought it was nice of him to invite me.

it was a nice gathering, small & intimate. nice group of people. various background. interesting crowd. gotta know new friends... from an editor of a major newspaper to an accountant to a wedding planner to a financial consultant to a counselor to dina the writer of 'i am muslim' & many more. wish i had time to actually get to know them more.

i cant forget one lady yang kuat melatah... OMG! non-stop! i had a ball! seronok kacau orang melatah ni. suruh joget, dia joget, suruh apa aje, dia buat.... tapi kesian... after awhile, you can see that melatah takes out a ot of energy from her... but anyway... if i melampau, then sorry la ye... suke kacau... oh & we had a drag show as well... was really good. but kesian, sound system stop while 'sheila majid' tengah perform....

so to Al... food was excellent! gorgeous food! really....! the cook was really good! betul ke he's a chef from carcosa? kelas! thanks for inviting! really appreciate it.

 

 

okay, str8 to da point, harga minyak will go up to RM4 before the year end! got the info from ppl i know who hv close link to govt as well as petronas.

ah! this will definately create a chain reaction. we gotta do something fast!

what is happening??? prices are going up & yet our income remain at same level! business are slow! what are the government doing? i do not see any new policies with regards to our country's economy, no policies that is bringing outside investment into this country! what is going on? are you listening to us?