... what goes around, comes around.

... and usually it is 10 times more.




think.

selamat menyambut ramadhan to all...

selamat berpuasa, semoga kita diberkatiNya...

wassalam...

i turned 42 today.

had the best birthday ever! 3 birthday surprises! wow!

i thank you from the bottom of my heart.

you are my dream come true.

thank you!

 

 

Tut Tebaby  |  1996 - 2008

August 20, 2008 : circa 9:00pm (12:45am)

Cheketeke-tut!

Rest in peace baby... see you someday...

 

 

 

 

 

"When you're young, your whole life is about the pursuit of fun. Then, you grow up and learn to be cautious. You could break a bone or a heart. You look before you leap and sometimes you don't leap at all because there's not always someone there to catch you. And in life, there's no safety net. When did it stop being fun and start being scary?"

Isn't it rich,
Aren't we a pair
Me here at last on the ground,
You in mid-air
Send in the clowns

Isn't it bliss,
Don't you approve
One who keeps tearing around,
One who can't move
Where are the clowns?
Send in the clowns

Just when I stopped opening doors
Finally knowing the one that I wanted was yours
Making my entrance again with my usual flair
Sure of my lines - no one is there

Don't you love farce,
My fault I fear
I thought that you'd want what I want,
Sorry my dear
But where are the clowns
There ought to be clowns
Quick send in the clowns

What a surprise,
Who could foresee?
I've come to feel about you what you felt about me
Why only now when I see that you've drifted away
What a surprise, what a cliche

Isn't it rich, isn't it queer
Losing my timing this late in my career
And where are the clowns
Send in the clowns
Don't bother.....
they're here...


 

We fell in love on the first night that we met
Together we've been happy, I have very few regrets
The ordinary problems have not been hard to face
But lately little changes have been slowly taking place
You're always finding something is wrong in what I do
But you can't rearrange my life because it pleases you

If what you want isn't natural for me
I won't pretend to keep you, what I am I have to be
The picture of perfection is only in your mind
For all your expectations love can never be designed
We either take each other for everything we are
Or leave the life we've made behind and make another start

You've got lo love me for what I am for simply being me
Don't love me for what you intend or hope that I will be
And if you're only using me to feed your fantasy
You're really not in love so let me go, I must be free

 

dedicated to fizi & similar...

 

 

 

we dont always get what we wanted but we do get what we needed. and many times, we do not realise this because we are busy complaining on why we didnt get what we wanted.

i wrote this almost a year ago... and i wanna remind myself again & share it one more time...

Sometimes, struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If God allowed us to go through our life without any obstacles, it would cripple us. We would not be as strong as we could have been.

how true....

 

 

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